CHAPTER 3

The drive back to my house lasted forty minutes. No one spoke.
Lucy sat in the front passenger seat, still clutching her mother’s photograph against her chest. Rachel stared out the window at the passing oak trees draped in Spanish moss. April had fallen asleep in the back, her head resting on Rachel’s lap, one small hand tangled in her older sister’s hair.
I kept glancing at Lucy. There was something heavy in the way she held herself. Something beyond grief.
When we pulled into my driveway, Lucy was the first one out. She walked straight to the front door and waited, her back straight, her shoulders squared. Not like a child who had just lost her mother and been abandoned by her father. Like a soldier preparing for battle.
I unlocked the door. The house smelled of lemon polish and old books—the same smell it had when Rose was a little girl. I had kept her room exactly as she left it when she married Arthur twelve years ago. Her childhood posters were still taped to the walls. Her stuffed rabbit sat on the pillow.
The girls stepped inside. April woke up and rubbed her eyes. “Grandpa?”
“I’m here, baby,” I said, lifting her into my arms. She immediately buried her face in my neck. Her body still trembled occasionally, like an aftershock.
I carried her to the guest room and tucked her into bed. Within minutes, she was asleep again. When I returned to the living room, Lucy and Rachel were standing by the fireplace, speaking in urgent whispers. They stopped the moment they saw me.
“Girls,” I said softly, “whatever it is... you can tell me.”
Lucy looked at Rachel. Rachel gave the smallest nod. Then Lucy reached into the inner pocket of her black coat—the one she had worn to the funeral—and pulled out a thick, leather-bound notebook.
It was Rose’s. I would have recognized it anywhere. She had carried it everywhere for the last two years. She told me once that she wrote down everything that mattered.
“Mom gave this to me three days before she died,” Lucy said. Her voice was steady. Too steady. “She said if anything happened to her, I had to keep it safe. She said Dad would try to destroy it.”
I took the notebook. My hands were shaking.
“Rachel has the recordings,” Lucy continued. “On her old tablet. Mom recorded everything. Arguments. Phone calls. Things Dad thought no one could hear.”
Rachel pulled a cracked tablet from her backpack. The screen was covered with a unicorn sticker. It looked like any other nine-year-old’s toy. But the way she held it—like it contained dynamite—told me everything.
“And April,” Lucy said, her voice finally cracking, just a little, “April has the envelope. The last one. Mom made her promise not to open it until the right time. She said it was the most important thing of all.”
I sat down heavily on the sofa. My head was spinning. Three days before she died. Rose had known. She had known something terrible was going to happen. And she had prepared.
“Did she... did she say what was wrong?” I asked.
Lucy nodded. She opened the notebook to the first page. Her mother’s handwriting filled the paper—neat, looping letters that had always looked like art to me.
The first line hit me like a fist to the stomach.
“If you’re reading this, I’m already dead. And Arthur killed me.”
I read the words three times before they sank in.
Arthur killed me.
My daughter had not died of natural causes. The heart attack the doctors had diagnosed. The sudden, unexplained heart failure in an otherwise healthy thirty-five-year-old woman. It had not been an accident.
Lucy was watching my face. “Mom found out about the other woman six months ago,” she said quietly. “Her name is Crystal. She’s twenty-eight. She works at Dad’s office. They’ve been together for almost a year. Mom was going to divorce him. She was going to take everything—the house, the business, us. She had proof he’d been stealing from the company. From his own partners.”
Rachel spoke for the first time. “Dad found out she was going to expose him. He started yelling. Every night. We could hear them through the walls. Mom started sleeping in our room. She was scared.”
I felt sick. My own daughter. Sleeping on the floor beside her children because she was afraid of the man she had married.
“Then,” Lucy said, “three weeks ago, Mom got sick. Just like that. Stomach pain. Dizziness. The doctors said it was stress. But Mom didn’t believe them. She started writing everything down. Every time she felt sick after eating something Dad made. Every time he brought her a new ‘vitamin’ from his doctor friend. Every strange conversation she overheard.”
She turned the page. More writing. Denser. More urgent. The handwriting grew shakier as the entries progressed.
The last entry was dated two days before Rose died.
I can barely hold the pen. My chest feels like it’s being crushed. Arthur watched me take the medicine tonight. He stood in the doorway and smiled. That smile. The one he uses when he’s about to get exactly what he wants. If I don’t make it, the girls have to know. They have to have everything. The notebook, the recordings, the envelope. Charles will protect them. He has to. Arthur will try to marry Crystal within the month. He needs respectability. He needs to look like the grieving widower who found love again. Don’t let him win. For my girls.
I closed the notebook. I could not breathe.
Outside, a car door slammed.
Lucy jumped up and ran to the window. She pulled back the curtain just enough to see.
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Her face went white.
“It’s him,” she whispered. “Dad’s here.”