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CHAPTER 8

I stared at the photograph, my blood turning to ice.

They had been at the park that morning. Liam had taken them before work. Just for half an hour.

And someone had been there. Watching. Taking pictures.

I grabbed my phone and called Liam.

He answered on the first ring.

“Mara? What’s wrong?”

“Someone sent a package. A picture of the twins. At the park this morning. My mother’s handwriting. It says she’s going to take everything from me.”

Liam’s voice was tight with rage.

“I’m coming home. Right now. Call the police. Call Daniel. And don’t open the door for anyone. Not until I get there.”

“I will.”

I hung up and called the police. Then Daniel. Then Aunt Margaret.

Aunt Margaret got home first. She was white with fear when she saw the photograph.

“That woman,” she whispered. “That evil, evil woman.”

The police arrived ten minutes later. Liam was right behind them.

He ran into the house and pulled me into his arms.

“Are you okay? Are the twins okay?”

“We’re fine. They’re still napping.”

The detective looked at the photograph and the box. He bagged them as evidence.

“We’ll run this for prints. We’ll check the handwriting. And we’ll put a patrol car outside your house twenty-four/seven. No one is getting near you or those children.”

“Thank you.”

Daniel arrived next. He looked at the photograph, his face grim.

“This changes everything. This is a direct threat. In writing. We can use this to violate your mother’s probation. She could go to prison for this.”

“If it was her,” I said. “The handwriting looks like hers. But Claire could have written it. Or someone else.”

“We’ll find out,” the detective said.

That night, a patrol car sat outside our house. The security system was armed to the teeth. Liam stayed home from work.

The twins had no idea anything was wrong. They ran around the house, laughing and playing, completely unaware of the danger hanging over them.

I watched them, my heart aching.

Why couldn’t my mother just leave us alone? Why couldn’t she accept that she had lost and move on?

Because she was my mother. And she would never accept defeat.

The next few days were a blur of police interviews and fear.

The PI found out that Claire had met with Jesse Carter again. This time, they had talked for almost an hour. And Claire had handed him an envelope.

Probably money.

The police brought Claire in for questioning.

She denied everything. She said she didn’t know anything about a photograph. She said Jesse was just an old friend. She said she hadn’t spoken to my mother in weeks.

But the police could tell she was lying.

They just couldn’t prove it.

On the third day after the photograph arrived, the police got a break.

The delivery company had security footage of the person who had dropped off the package.

It wasn’t my mother.

It was a man. His face was partially obscured by a baseball cap, but they could see enough.

They ran the image through their database.

It was Jesse Carter.

They arrested him that night.

He didn’t talk at first. But when the police told him they could link him to Claire, and that he was facing serious prison time for stalking and making threats, he cracked.

He told them everything.

Claire had hired him. She had paid him five hundred dollars to take pictures of the twins and send the package. She had given him the photograph—my mother had taken it at the park. She had given him the note, written in my mother’s handwriting.

He said he didn’t know what their plan was beyond that. He said Claire had just told him to “scare” me. To make me think my children weren’t safe.

The police arrested Claire the next morning.

They charged her with conspiracy to commit stalking, making terroristic threats, and violating the restraining order against my mother—since she had acted as her agent.

And they went to my mother’s apartment to arrest her too.

But she was gone.

My father was there, confused and scared. He said she had left two days ago. She had packed a bag and told him she was going to stay with a friend for a while. She hadn’t said where.

She was gone.

And no one knew where.

The police put out a warrant for her arrest. They issued an Amber Alert-adjacent warning, since she was considered dangerous and might be targeting children.

But there was no sign of her.

It was like she had vanished into thin air.

I should have felt relieved. Claire was in jail. Jesse was in jail. My mother was on the run.

But I didn’t feel relieved.

I felt terrified.

Because my mother was out there somewhere. Angry. Desperate. And she had already proven she would do anything to hurt me.

The police assured me they would find her. They said she couldn’t run forever.

But I knew my mother.

She was resourceful. She was manipulative. And she was very, very angry.

She wouldn’t stop.

Not until she had what she wanted.

Or until she was dead.

The next two weeks were the worst of my life.

The patrol car stayed outside our house. The security system was always on. We never went anywhere without Liam or Aunt Margaret. I didn’t let the twins out of my sight for a second.

I slept with the lights on. I jumped at every sound.

I was a prisoner in my own home.

And my mother was still out there.

On November 14th, we got a break.

The police called. They had found my mother’s car. Abandoned at a bus station in a town two hours away.

There was no sign of her. But they found something in the car.

A map. With a circle around our town. And another circle around a town in upstate New York.

And written in the margin: Margaret’s cabin.

Aunt Margaret had a cabin in upstate New York. A small place in the woods that her family had owned for generations. She went there sometimes to get away from everything.

She hadn’t been there in years.

But my mother knew about it. Aunt Margaret had mentioned it once at a family gathering years ago.

“She’s going there,” I said. “She thinks we’ll go there to hide. Or she thinks we have family there. Or… I don’t know. But she’s going there.”

The police agreed. They sent officers to the cabin immediately.

Liam and I decided to go too.

Aunt Margaret stayed home with the twins.

The drive to the cabin took four hours. It was a long, tense ride.

When we got there, the police were already surrounding the cabin.

“Is she inside?” I asked the lead detective.

“We don’t know. The cabin looks empty from the outside. But we’re going to go in and check. You two stay back here. Stay safe.”

We watched from the police car as the officers approached the cabin. They had their guns drawn.

They broke down the door.

They searched the cabin.

They came out five minutes later.

Empty-handed.

“She’s not here,” the detective said. “But she was here. Recently. There are blankets on the floor. Food wrappers. She was camping out here.”

“Where did she go?”

“We don’t know. But she left something for you.”

He handed me a piece of paper.

It was another note in my mother’s handwriting.

You think you can hide from me? You think your police and your lawyers and your new boyfriend can protect you?

I will find you, Mara. I will find my grandchildren.

And I will take back what is mine.

Mom

I crumpled the note in my hand.

She was playing with us. Taunting us.

She knew we would find the map. She knew we would come here.

She wanted us to know she was close.

That she was watching.

We drove home in silence.

The fear was heavier than ever.

Because now we knew for sure.

My mother wasn’t running.

She was hunting.

Thanksgiving came.

We didn’t feel much like celebrating. But we tried, for the twins’ sake.

Aunt Margaret cooked a turkey. Liam’s parents came to visit—they had flown in from Chicago to meet the twins and to support us.

It was nice. Having more family around. More people who loved us. More people who would protect us.

But the fear was always there.

Every time the wind blew hard against the windows, I jumped. Every time a branch scraped the roof, I reached for the phone.

My mother was out there.

And she was coming for us.

On December 3rd, the police found her.

Sort of.

She had been spotted in a small town about an hour from our house. She was using a fake name. She had dyed her hair brown. She was working as a house cleaner for an elderly woman.

The police moved in to arrest her.

But she saw them coming.

She ran.

She got into a car—stolen, they later found out—and led the police on a high-speed chase.

It ended badly.

She lost control of the car on a curve. She crashed into a tree.

The police pulled her from the wreckage. She was alive, but barely.

She had a broken leg, a broken arm, a concussion, and internal injuries.

They airlifted her to the hospital.

She was in critical condition.

I got the call at 2:00 a.m.

The detective told me what had happened.

“She’s alive, Mrs. Carter. But she’s in bad shape. The doctors say she might not make it through the night.”

I sat on the edge of the bed, the phone in my hand, my mind reeling.

My mother. Dying.

Liam sat beside me, his arm around my shoulders.

“What is it, Mara?”

“She’s in the hospital. Critical condition. She might not make it.”

I didn’t know how to feel.

Relief? Sadness? Anger? Nothing?

This was the woman who had given me life. Who had raised me. Who had taught me to read and ride a bike and bake cookies.

This was also the woman who had hung up on me when I was in the hospital. Who had tried to take my children. Who had stolen from me. Who had threatened to kill me.

She was my mother.

And she was dying.

“Do you want to go see her?” Liam asked quietly.

I thought about it.

I thought about all the pain she had caused. All the damage she had done.

I thought about the little girl who had just wanted her mother’s love.

“I don’t know,” I whispered.

“Whatever you decide, I’ll support you. If you want to go, I’ll drive you. If you don’t, that’s okay too.”

I looked at him. At this man who loved me unconditionally.

“Let’s go,” I said.

We drove to the hospital in silence.

It was the same hospital where I had woken up after the accident. The same hospital where my mother had chosen pickleball over her grandchildren.

The police were outside my mother’s room. An officer stood guard by the door.

“She’s in there,” the detective said. “Her husband is with her. And Claire—we released her on bail this morning, given the circumstances. They’re saying their goodbyes.”

He looked at me.

“You don’t have to go in, Mrs. Carter. She can’t hurt you now. She’s unconscious. The doctors say she probably won’t wake up.”

“I know. But I need to see her.”

I walked into the room.

My mother was in the bed, connected to machines. Her face was bruised and swollen. Her arm and leg were in casts. She looked small. Fragile.

My father was sitting beside her, holding her hand, his face streaked with tears.

Claire was standing in the corner, her arms crossed, her face hard.

When she saw me, her eyes narrowed.

“What are you doing here?” she snapped. “Come to gloat?”

“Claire,” my father said wearily. “Don’t.”

“I’m not here to gloat,” I said. “I’m here because she’s my mother.”

“Your mother?” Claire laughed bitterly. “You stopped thinking of her as your mother a long time ago. You threw her out. You put her in jail. You chased her until she had to run. This is your fault. All of it.”

I didn’t say anything. She was grieving. She was angry. I let her have her words.

I walked to the bed. I looked down at the woman who had been my whole world for so long.

The machines beeped rhythmically.

I reached out and touched her hand. It was cold.

“Mom,” I whispered. “It’s me. Mara.”

She didn’t move. She didn’t open her eyes.

“I don’t hate you,” I said, even though part of me did. “I wish things had been different. I wish you could have loved me for who I was, not for what I could give you.”

Tears filled my eyes.

“I forgive you, Mom. For everything. And I hope… I hope you can find peace now.”

I squeezed her hand.

Then I let go.

I turned to my father.

“Take care of yourself, Dad.”

He nodded, unable to speak.

I walked past Claire without saying another word.

Liam was waiting for me outside the room.

He pulled me into his arms.

I cried into his chest. For the mother I had lost. For the little girl who had never been enough. For the family that never was.

We left the hospital.

We drove home in silence.

The next morning, the hospital called.

My mother had died at 5:47 a.m.

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She never woke up.

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