CHAPTER 7

Our first real date was the following Friday.
Liam arranged for Aunt Margaret to watch the twins. He told me to be ready at 7:00 p.m. He wouldn’t tell me where we were going.
“Just wear something comfortable,” he said. “And bring a jacket.”
I wore jeans and a nice blouse. I put on minimal makeup. I tried not to be nervous.
I failed.
My hands were shaking when he knocked on the door.
He was wearing jeans and a button-down shirt. He looked casual and handsome and perfect.
“Ready?” he asked.
“Ready.”
He had packed a picnic basket. He drove us to a spot overlooking the city. It was a place James used to take me sometimes, when we wanted to get away from everything.
I didn’t tell Liam that.
He spread out a blanket. He pulled out sandwiches and fruit and a bottle of sparkling cider.
“I didn’t bring wine,” he said, looking slightly embarrassed. “I didn’t know if you drank. And I didn’t want to assume.”
“Cider is perfect,” I said. And it was.
We ate and talked and watched the sun set over the city. We talked about everything except James. About our childhoods. About our favorite books and movies. About what we wanted for the future.
It was easy. Natural.
Like we had been doing this forever.
After dinner, we sat in silence for a while, watching the city lights come on.
Liam took my hand.
“I had a really good time tonight,” he said.
“Me too.”
He turned to look at me.
“Mara, I need you to know something. Whatever happens between us—whether this works out or not—I’m always going to be here for you and the twins. You’re family. And that’s never going to change.”
“I know,” I said. “And I’m always going to be here for you too.”
He leaned in and kissed me.
This time, it wasn’t gentle or tentative.
It was sure.
And I kissed him back.
When we got home that night, Aunt Margaret gave us both knowing smiles.
“Have fun?” she asked.
“We did,” Liam said, grinning.
“Good. Now, if you two will excuse me, I’m going to bed. And Mara? The twins are asleep. Try not to wake them.”
She winked and went to her room.
Liam and I stood in the hallway, grinning like teenagers.
“I should go,” he said.
“You should.”
He kissed me one more time.
“Good night, Mara.”
“Good night, Liam.”
He left.
I leaned against the door, my heart full.
Something was growing between us. Something real. Something good.
And for the first time since James died, I didn’t feel guilty about it.
The next few months were a blur of happiness.
Liam and I took things slow. We went on dates. We spent time with the twins. We talked about everything.
I told him about my parents. About the accident. About the lawsuit. About the way I had spent eight years trying to buy love.
He told me about his own struggles. About how he had never felt good enough for James, who had always been the golden boy. About how he had been afraid to come back after James died because he didn’t know how to face me.
We healed each other.
The twins adored Liam. They called him “Uncle Ee-am” and followed him around like he was the Pied Piper. He taught them how to throw a ball. He built them a fort in the living room out of blankets and chairs. He read them bedtime stories in silly voices that made them giggle so hard they could barely breathe.
Watching him with them made my heart feel like it would burst.
James would have loved this. He would have loved seeing his brother love his children. He would have loved seeing me happy again.
In August, we took the twins to the beach for a week.
It was our first real vacation as a family.
We built sandcastles. We collected seashells. We taught the twins how to splash in the waves.
One evening, after the twins were asleep, Liam and I walked along the beach. The moon was full. The waves were crashing gently against the shore.
Liam stopped and turned to me.
“Mara, I’ve been thinking. About us. About the future.”
My heart started beating faster.
“I love you,” he said. “I’m in love with you. And I know it’s fast. And I know it’s complicated. But I can’t imagine my life without you in it. Without the twins.”
He took my hands in his.
“I don’t have a ring. I didn’t plan this. It just… came out. But I mean it. With everything I am.”
Tears filled my eyes.
“I love you too, Liam. So much.”
He pulled me into his arms and kissed me, right there on the beach, under the full moon.
And for the first time in my life, I felt completely, utterly at peace.
We didn’t get engaged that night. We didn’t set a date.
We just loved each other. And that was enough.
But life has a way of reminding you that peace is fragile.
In September, I got a letter.
It wasn’t from my mother. The restraining order was still in place. She hadn’t contacted me once since the plea deal.
It was from my father.
I hadn’t heard from him since the phone call after the first ruling.
I hesitated before opening it.
Then I did.
Mara,
I hope this letter finds you well. I hope the twins are happy and healthy. I hope you’re finding the peace you deserve.
I’m writing because I need to tell you something. Something your mother would never want you to know.
She’s not doing well. The probation is hard on her. The restitution payments are eating up most of her Social Security. She works at a grocery store now, bagging groceries. She hates it. She says it’s beneath her.
But that’s not why I’m writing.
I’m writing because she’s planning something. I don’t know what, exactly. She talks to Claire on the phone late at night. She thinks I’m asleep, but I hear her. She says things like “this isn’t over” and “she can’t get away with this.”
She’s angry, Mara. Angrier than I’ve ever seen her. And angry people do stupid things.
I don’t think she’ll violate the restraining order directly. She’s too afraid of going to prison. But I think she’s planning something else. Something through Claire. Or through someone else.
I didn’t know who else to tell. I couldn’t go to the police—they would think I was just making it up to get her in trouble. But I needed you to know. To be careful.
I’m sorry, Mara. For everything. I should have protected you from her a long time ago. I should have been a better father.
I hope you can forgive me someday.
Robert
I read the letter twice.
Then I called Daniel.
Then I called the police.
Then I called Liam.
They all came over that evening.
Daniel read the letter. The police officer took a report. Liam held my hand.
“I don’t think there’s enough here for us to do anything proactive,” the officer said. “It’s just a letter from a concerned father, no specific threats, no evidence of actual planning. But we’ll increase patrols around your house. And if you see anything suspicious—anyone loitering, any strange cars, any contact from your mother or sister—you call us immediately.”
“Thank you,” I said.
After the officer left, Daniel looked at me.
“Mara, I want you to consider getting a security system. Cameras, alarms, everything. And I think you should be extra careful with the twins. Don’t take them to the park alone. Don’t let strangers get close to them. Just… be vigilant.”
“I will.”
Liam squeezed my hand.
“I’m going to move in,” he said.
“What?”
“At least for a while. Until we know this is over. I don’t want you and the twins here alone. Not if there’s even a chance your mother is planning something.”
I looked at him. My love. My rock.
“Okay,” I said.
Liam moved in the next day.
He brought his clothes, his books, his things.
The house felt even fuller with him there. Safer.
But the fear wouldn’t go away.
Every time a car drove down the street slowly, my heart raced. Every time the phone rang with an unknown number, I jumped. Every time we went to the park, I scanned the crowd for my mother’s face, for Claire’s.
I never saw her.
But I always felt like she was there.
Watching.
Waiting.
October came. The one-year anniversary of the accident.
I didn’t plan anything special. I just wanted the day to pass quietly.
Liam took the day off work. We stayed home with the twins. We played in the backyard. We watched movies. We ate popcorn.
That evening, after the twins were asleep, Liam and I sat on the back porch.
“Are you okay?” he asked.
“I think so. It’s strange. A year ago today, my whole life changed. The accident. The phone call. Everything.”
I looked at him.
“And a year later, I’m here. With you. With the twins. With Aunt Margaret. I’m happy. Truly happy. And I almost feel guilty about it. Like I shouldn’t be allowed to be happy after everything that happened.”
Liam put his arm around me.
“You deserve to be happy, Mara. You’ve been through hell. And you came out the other side stronger. You earned this happiness. And James would want you to have it.”
I leaned my head on his shoulder.
“I know.”
We sat in silence for a while, watching the stars come out.
Then Liam said, “Mara, I want you to have something.”
He pulled a small box from his pocket. He opened it.
Inside was a ring. Not an engagement ring. A promise ring. A simple gold band with a small diamond.
“It’s not an engagement ring,” he said quickly. “Well, not yet. It’s a promise. That I’m here. That I’m not going anywhere. That I love you and those two little monsters inside more than anything in the world.”
He took my hand and slipped the ring onto my finger. It fit perfectly.
“Someday, when you’re ready, I’ll ask you the real question. With a real ring. But for now… this is enough?”
I looked at the ring on my finger. Then I looked at Liam.
“It’s perfect,” I said.
I kissed him.
And for a moment, I forgot about my mother. About the letter. About the fear.
It was just us.
Just love.
But the peace didn’t last.
Three days later, Aunt Margaret picked the twins up from daycare.
When she got home, she was white as a sheet.
“Mara,” she said, her voice shaking. “Someone was watching the daycare. A woman. She was sitting in a car across the street. Just watching. When I came out with the twins, she ducked down so I couldn’t see her face.”
My blood ran cold.
“Did you get the license plate?”
“I tried. But she drove away fast. I only got part of it. A seven and an F.”
I called the police.
They came and took a report. They said they would look into it. But without a full license plate, there wasn’t much they could do.
That night, I couldn’t sleep.
I lay in bed, Liam’s arm around me, my mind racing.
It was her. It had to be.
My mother.
She was watching my children.
The next day, I installed a top-of-the-line security system. Cameras at every door. Motion sensors. An alarm that would call the police automatically if it was triggered.
I also hired a private investigator. Daniel recommended him. He was former law enforcement. Good at what he did.
“Find her,” I told him. “Find my mother. Find out what she’s planning. And find out if Claire is involved.”
He nodded. “I’ll get on it.”
The next week was tense.
Liam went to work. I stayed home with the twins. Aunt Margaret was always close by. We didn’t go anywhere alone.
The PI called every day with updates.
He found my mother. She was working at the grocery store, just like my father had said. She was living in a small apartment with my father. She was making her probation payments. She was staying away from me.
At least, directly.
But he also found something else.
Claire had been in contact with a man named Jesse Carter. No relation. He had a record. Assault. Drug possession. Breaking and entering.
And Claire had been seen meeting him at a bar on the wrong side of town.
Twice.
“She’s hiring someone,” I said to Liam that night. “She’s hiring someone to do… something. To me. To the twins.”
Liam’s face was grim.
“We’ll go to the police. Tomorrow morning. First thing.”
We did.
The police said they would look into it. But again—no specific threat, no crime committed yet. They couldn’t arrest Claire just for talking to someone with a record.
“We’re watching her,” the detective said. “And we’re watching your mother. If they make a move, we’ll be ready.”
But I didn’t feel ready.
I felt like I was waiting for the other shoe to drop.
And on October 24th, it did.
I was home alone with the twins. Liam was at work. Aunt Margaret had gone to the grocery store.
The twins were napping. I was in the kitchen, paying bills.
The doorbell rang.
I checked the security camera on my phone.
A delivery man. Holding a package.
I didn’t remember ordering anything. But sometimes Liam ordered things for the house and forgot to tell me.
I went to the door.
“Sign here,” the delivery man said.
I signed. He handed me the package.
It was a medium-sized box. No return address.
I carried it into the kitchen. I opened it.
Inside was a single photograph.
It was a picture of the twins. Taken that morning at the park. They were playing on the slide.
And written on the back, in my mother’s handwriting:
May you like
You took everything from me. Now I’m going to take everything from you.
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