Chapter 10 - The Home We Built With Our Own Two Hands
A year to the day after I’d sat in my office at 2AM and watched Margaret drag Claire across the nursery floor, we stood in the backyard of our Oak Cliff house, watching Noah take his first steps. He was wobbly, his arms out, his face scrunched up in concentration, and Scout trotted next to him, his tail wagging, ready to catch him if he fell. He took three steps, then four, then launched himself into Claire’s arms, laughing so hard he snort-laughed, the same laugh my dad used to have.
Mia was there, videoing the whole thing, yelling encouragement. Javi and Lila were there, holding their new baby girl, born two weeks before. Marcus and his wife were there, bringing burgers for the grill. It was loud, it was messy, it was perfect.
I pulled Claire close, wrapping my good arm around her waist, and kissed the top of her head. “Remember that night?” I said. “When I came into the nursery, and you flinched when you saw me?”
She laughed, wiping a tear off her cheek, bouncing Noah in her arms. “How could I forget? I thought you were going to yell at me. I thought you were going to take him.”
“Never,” I said, looking at her, at Noah, at Scout, at our family, the family we’d built out of the ashes of the old one. “I’m never letting any of you go. Not ever.”
That night, after everyone left, after the kids were asleep, I sat on the back porch with a beer, looking up at the stars. I thought about my dad. I hoped he was proud. I hoped he knew we’d finally gotten justice for him. I hoped he knew his kids—both of us—were okay. That his grandson was happy. That the monster who’d killed him was gone forever.
Claire came out and sat next to me, handing me a piece of chocolate cake, and leaned her head on my shoulder. “What are you thinking about?” she said.
“Us,” I said. “How far we’ve come.”
She was quiet for a minute. “You know… I used to hate that night. The night you saw the camera feed. I used to wish it had never happened. That Margaret had never hurt me. That we’d never had to go through all of it.” She paused, squeezing my hand. “But now? I’m glad it happened. Because if it hadn’t, you never would’ve woken up. We never would’ve left that house. We never would’ve found Mia. We never would’ve built this. The bad stuff… it led us here. To the good stuff.”
She was right. The worst night of my life had been the best thing that ever happened to me. It had woken me up. It had taught me that success isn’t a corner office or a fancy house or a bank account full of money. It’s showing up. It’s listening. It’s choosing the people you love, every single day, even when it’s hard. Especially when it’s hard.
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I pulled her close, kissing her soft, the sound of Scout snoring inside the house mixing with the crickets in the yard, and for the first time in my whole life, I knew exactly where I was.
Home.
